So, most of you all know I'm poly. Within different groups of friends and such, and within my own families (by blood and by choice), this is a pretty well known fact.
But to others, it's not. Like the families of some of my... companions? lovers? secondaries? [note- all these terms are insufficient and inaccurate to a degree, but what else do I say if I'm not naming names?].
So, one of mine is going through some medical trouble and was in the hospital for a test/possible procedure yesterday.
While in the hospital, it was weird. I had to act just as a best friend in front of him and everyone else, while carrying the fear, concern, hope, and fragility of a lover/etc in my soul.
I must admit that I ended up leaking (crying) even when I didn't want to. And the procedure had to be pushed back for a couple of days due to equipment problems so they couldn't actually do the test- aka I get to do this again.
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